Today it was an another hard day to begin. From the very beginning in the morning till I went to the office I was very disturbed by the memory of the dieing face of my mother. As long as I was in the bus memories were chasing after me and I can’t help my self to get rid of that. After reaching office it was still hitting me until I get involved with work. Kind of relief was that.
In these days I just don’t know can’t feeling well. Mentally breaking down into some dark hole. I can’t make my self stay at home, its a kind of death valley for me. I go to office though there’s no work left for me now there. What should I do?
At home the only best friend is computer and the internet. But it has also its limitation. It hearts me when most of the time at evening I was left alone at home and there’s no electricity.
What a strange human life..